Can't read my Pokerface (Sasha)

[chris perry halliwell]

"Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got
Oh, oh, oh, oh, ohhhh, ohh-oh-e-ohh-oh-oh,
I'll get him hot, show him what I've got

Can't read my,
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)
Can't read my
Can't read my
No he can't read my poker face
(She's got to love nobody)..."

The song blared on the speakers in P3, as dancers took the floor and near the bar, the bartender handed out drinks. It was a packed night, not one inch of anywhere could be an empty seat. No, every seat was taken from two lesbian lovers, to college men. It was probably because Lady Gaga's music was the top play tonight or its just another night. Chris had orbed right smack in the former office of his mother not caring that there was a couple who was sleeping on the sofa, just done with their sex. He looked at the pair and shook his head then stuck out both hands. For some reason he felt like killing. So with enough concentration, lightning shot out from his hands and struck the couple who was still sleeping. Their bodies turned into nothing but ashes soon after. He lowered his hands after the lightning had gone away and then exited the office. "That would tell you not to use the office for a sex room," he said to himself as he slammed the door after him. If they were to find the ashes, so be it. He made his way through the crowd towards the bar and sat down. "Tani!" he shouted through the music, "a beer, now."
Tani, a beautiful girl with black hair and brown eyes turned towards him. She sighed and rolled her eyes. "Chris, what's the magic word?" Chris glared at her and then she laughed. "Kidding. You got it." She poured him a drink and handed it to him. "God, you gotta stop being so cranky." He frowned at her and looked away. It appears she had forgotten that he was not the kind Chris anymore. Oh well. In the meantime he looked out at the crowd before him while Tani walked off and took a sip. Maybe he might catch Savannah or even yet, her twin sister Sasha who was probably the ONLY cousin he would ever hang out with, other than the other members of the Evil four that is.

[sasha patty halliwell]

She knew she could count on at least one person of the four evil to care, and that was her cousin, Chris. The two still hung out and went to parties, stuff like that. It was nice, not feeling left out. With Savannah moving into the Manor, and although Henry was still around, he had things to do and places to be - so she did feel alone most of the time. Sasha wanted to go out, and that she did. Walking up to the bouncers at P3, she just rolled her eyes at them. They let her in of course, being family and all.

And so she strolled in. Her eyes shot around, and all Sasha could hear was Lady Gaga being blasted out of the speakers. Crowded much..anyway, her eyes shot around until locking on one certain individual. Sure, it'dve been much easier for her to try out her pyrokinetic ability and flame into the back room of the club, but she didn't want to risk anything, so she walked. It wasn't that far anyway. "Chris!" Sasha smiled and waved over, running at him. Once she got in range, she flung her arms around him and pulled him into a tight hug.

"Hey! You look great? How's the whole ...you-know-what going for you? Decided to pack it in and go superman again?" She said sarcastically, grinning as she said it. Of course once Chris had his mind set on something, he'd follow it through, well most of the time anyway - from what Sasha knew. Although, it would be nice to know he was at least trying to protect the family. "How're Wyatt and Melinda?"

[chris perry halliwell]

Chris normally doesn't hug back, but with Sasha, its an exception. Out of all the good cousins, Sash, as he calls her, is the only one that would hang out with him at parties and stuff like that. In fact, for the past two weeks, they've crashed about twelve parties at once. They even drank a lot too and heck he was ever the protective cousin by shoving away men that tried to touch his cousin. She has an ability to fight back but heck she's his cousin so yeah. Even when he's evil you don't mess with Chris. He pulled away from her and gave her a light laugh. "Just being themselves and all. Wy's still pissed I'm evil and Mel, well, Mel's just doing her thing. What about you? How's Henry? I know Sav is still being herself considering we're both on the same team. And well enough about them, what about you?" He was happy to see her here. "Oh just do me a big favor, don't go into the office. You don't wish to be in there right now it'd still smell like...well...ashes. Long story. Oh cous, want a drink? You don't have to pay after all, it is runned by Wy and Mel." Honestly he had still felt no regrets to pull out. He had bigger plans for himself. It was mostly something Wyatt and Melinda wanted to do. He wanted on the other hand do more photography than of running a club despite his other self practically lived in it. It wasn't Chris' thing. But he still was allowed to be there, somewhat. Evil or not, he was still a Halliwell, right? He thinks so.

[sasha patty halliwell]

After twelve parties over the last week, Sasha still had the energy to walk around and do normal stuff, so for her that was pretty good. Usually she'd be zonked out after one night. "How's Sava-" She shut up when he stated she was fine. That was the one thing she hated now, they're close relationship had been torn, they didn't see much of each other and if they ever did meet, they were always arguing - mainly because Sasha brings up the whole good vs evil debate - but in her defence, she just wanted her big sister back!

"Henry's alright, not seen him much." She beckoned the bartender over and ordered a water. She raised an eyebrow when he mentioned ashes. "Chris! What were you thinking? You can't just ...... people just because they're in there!" She frowned and stepped back, taking her water. "This whole evil thing has gone to your head. You should just pack it in now."

[chris perry halliwell]

"That's good but then again its not. Talking about us, he's been just going out doing his own thing here and there. I mean hell who does he think he is? Yet again he IS the son of Aunt Paige, got her independent streak." He paused just to flick his wrist and a bottle of Budweiser flew off the shelf towards his hand then popped off the top and took a sip. The bartender turned towards him for a second only for Chris to roll his eyes at him. The bartender sighed and turned towards another of his many customers. "What was I thinking?" Chris asked after he pulled his bottle away from his lips, allowing the beer travel down his throat, "why the hell not? I'm evil its what we do. One, its not a hotel room even I know that for a fact and two its an office. So they shouldn't even be there, and finally three, I orbed in there. Like I knew they would be there. They know better. Oh and four, since when it had gone to my head? I'm an evil being, now Sash. Everything would get to my head. And no sorry as much as I love you I won't pack it in now. Hate to say it but its true. So you would be the one to try to turn me back? Why? Why is it so important to turn us all back? I like being evil. Its better than how I was before." He took in another sip from the bottle and slammed it onto the counter. He loves his cousin and all but this is stupid. Even she wanted the old Chris back but he didn't want the old Chris back. Not now nor ever. Sighing he looked away towards the stage where the music of Lady Gaga continued to blare from the speakers and the DJ mixing the record. He turned towards her to wait for her answer.

[sasha patty halliwell]

I'm evil, it's what we do.

"What if all that evil goes to your head? What if you believe we're the only ones in your path? You'd have to kill us then, wouldn't you? Treat us like any other person." Sasha looked away, picking up her glass of water and sipped it again. "You like being evil? What's it like then? Is it a rush? Do you enjoy murdering dozens of people, just for the fun of it? It's not right!" She hissed in a whispered tone to him.

She wanted her old cousin back, and she would go to any lengths to get him. "If you don't do it willingly, then I guess it's up to me to try, isn't it?" She then wondered how it all began, that was a question she'd need to ask Henry or one of her cousins, or aunts, uncles, and so forth. "One question though, how do you live yourself knowing you've torn families apart" Maybe it was time for her to accept her whitelighter responsibilities. If it mean't she could save more people than just being a regular witch, then she'd do that. First thing in the morning...she'd ask the Elders for a charge.

And that burning fire that got her all fired up started. Now she was eager to start her whitelighter duties.

[chris perry halliwell]

Chris paused lending out a sigh. His cousin, the one he loved of hanging out doesn't get it at all. He had to be brutally honest with her though since they used to hang out a lot before he turned evil. Sasha was one whom he could turn to when no one else can, and she was the one he used to play with when they were little. Sure if that was to happen she might be in the way but she would if they try to attack him first. He doesn't want it to happen but he has no other choice, and he knows it would hurt her deeply if he was to say it. But he has to. "I won't do that, unless if you guys don't get in my way. Is that what you think I am treating all of you as? Any other person? Suppose if that was true, do you obviously think I would be sitting here talking to you? Sash, if you were like any other person I would've killed you instantly. Even your own sister would have and Liddi and Alex. We don't because we still love you guys. But if we had to then we will." He hated to admit it and there was a slight pang of hurt when he spoke but it was true.

"It is a rush, like a feeling of being free. Free from responsibility, free from being sucked into a void that you can't pull yourself out of, free from having to go and repeat things you already did before. Look honestly before it was boring. All I did was go, find demons, vanquish them and then sleep. I had no time just to be myself. Now, I feel free. Hm well that is of other people. You're lucky I hardly killed a lot. I actually do in fact enjoy murdering dozens of people. Besides what is a big difference of murdering innocent people when really I have done nothing but killing demons when I was good? Its all the same-its still murdering. Good and evil aren't that much different. I'm still me. You just don't realize it. Is that right? Look Sash, I won't kill you but if you try to turn me back I will hate to do something. If you love me as much as you think you do, you would just let it go. I can't go back. I can't stop being the shadow of my big brother, and someone that expect to do a lot of things when seriously there's a lot other people. Besides you've got the Twice Blessed fucking child and my sister for shit's sake.I don't know I guess I can. We're not tearing families apart, that's a lie. We just wanted to separate ourselves and go on. You've got other members so its not like we've killed them. I have a question for you too. Why is it important to turn us back? Why?"